It's currently 3AM Wednesday morning. This is the time I've been sleeping for the past nights and it's the way I like it, I'm so grateful for the holidays and I love it more because knowing that I am home sleeping in whilst others are at school or that I'm not rushed to be back home early like others because I don't have school the following day just makes life for me a little better. TEEHEE
Anyways I did mention I was going to blog everyday, but because I forgot to blog yesterday I will make up for it by updating on my previous days.
Sunday, I woke up late, perhaps nearly too late, so thanks to my em gai & chi hai for giving me the wake up call to get to Kenky's Hip-Hop audition @ 3.30PM on time.
The afternoon was immensely hot and due to the closed windows and doors, the disfunctional air-conditioner, small studio and large crowd the room became suffocating. By the end of the rehearsal, only the stronger ones sustained in the heat, me being one of them x) HAHA jokes.
For people wondering who is Kenky? He is one of China's most famous dancer with an experience of 10 years at a mere young age of 23, previously a singer as well but pursued and succeeded in his career as a Street dance performer and instructor. Ok enough about him and more about me! The rehearsal was very promising but as usual, performing under pressure during the audition is nerve racking and a weakness for a amateur like moi. On the bright side, it was a good experience and there will be plenty more auditions to come. By the time the audition was completed, I was drenched, again a positive outlook would be that I had a free shower.
Reese, em gai & I decided to go grab some comfort food, ended up eating Sushi, Nandos and KFC.. nothing significant after that. I separated back home, where I took a shower and lazed around at home.
Monday, I was woken up by the loud vibrant sound of 'I really see you as my girl, cause I like you...', which happens to be my ringtone. The unknown number appeared to be my driving instructor in which I fail to recall myself making the appointment with her for a lesson in the morning, but I quickly apologized and got dressed. I was immediately welcomed into the driver seat and followed the simple procedure of buckling the seat belt, adjusting the seat, gearing and handbreaking, for some odd reason the instructor didn't really seem professional. 'Have you driven before?' was her first question, when my response were uncertain she just told me briefly about the accelerating pedal and breaking pedal and asked me to take off. The whole hour I kept getting reminded by a sudden assisting jerk of the steering wheel to the right, because I kept subconsciously drifting to the left of the road, the day was bright and warm, we drove around Fivedock and back home. Driving is quite fun, now I'm waiting for my manual lesson.
So anyways after the lesson, I found myself eating away, gaming and chilling at Siner's apartment and before I realised I have left and my day once again revolved at DK, where I decided to purchase a 2 week unlimited pass, the decision finalised the way in which I will conduct my schedule for this up coming two weeks of my holiday. After a tiring day of dancing and embarrassment during Breaking class, I was picked up and taken to eat midnight snack at Maccas and then escorted to the station where I travelled home and slept. Gosh I love my daily routine.
Tuesday, unlike the previous days, I woke up in the afternoon, had brunch with my mother and DnM'd, something I haven't had the opportunity to do in a while. After a few hour I got changed and headed out expecting the same bright and sunny weather only to find myself cursing the chilling breeze and quickening the pace with the sleeves of my shirt tightened with my hand into a fist walking to the station.
Dance class was exciting and like always I enjoyed it. I recharged my phone and made a call to him. I miss him a lot and as usual I found myself weakening before him, he still manages to reach deep inside and touches the part of me that yearns for his affection, his presence soothes the aching pain of missing him as he find that same spot that makes me feel so complete, so fulfilled and so comfortable. My heart is still with him and each fading day I find myself not loving him any less. So after all its still clear to me even though love is supposingly blind. Only difference is our conversation are not allowed to be the same, we force it to dry and intensify the awkwardness that barely ever existed between us. However, what's meant to be will be. I had quite an eventful day at DK, and highlight, I was an epic failure during the Int/Adv classes, clearly not at the standard yet but thanks to the support of Miss J (really is a a guy friend that studies Fashion Design) I managed to follow up. <3 Well it's 5am, took me a while to blog but it's because I am also half finishing the movie The Mummy 3. Which I guess will have to be completed tomorrow because I am tired. So goodnights because I will be expecting wake up calls tomorrow =[ NOOOO !
Goodnight m'dear blog readers.
Love, Cynthia
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