. For others, a time to
to create a bigger and a better year ahead.
For me, I can already sense that this will be a chaotic year, my most crucial academic year.
1019, Valentines, Assessments/Assignments, Getting my Ps, Getting my Car, HSC Examinations, High School Graduation, Selection of University/College, Year 12 Formal, Yearlies, Travelling plans, Decision on where I will be settled for the upcoming 4 years and so after 2009.
So then my ultimate concern now is
How to deal with the approaching year.
Whilst numerous are celebrating the new year at parties and gatherings with friends, drinks and smokes counting down to the fireworks. I spent my NYE with my parent and younger brother at Burswood Casino Hotel, though it wasn't the ideal new year celebration I was hoping for, it was a warming to spend the new year with my family.
Let me enlighten my fellow blog readers a little about my life at the moment: As most already know, I am spending my summer break in the capital city of Western Australia, Perth, catching up with friends and my extended family. The weather is sizzling and tanning is best during the late afternoons. I've learned to love the warm heat radiating off my back balanced after a swim and dip into the cool water. That's my
summer. Personally I have attempted not only a psychological approach to change but a physical one too for the new year by dying my hair more summerish colour, also seen as absurd by my father.
Nothing has gone as planned, and I don't recall ever being this disappointed. There was a reason behind this Perth trip, and because the plan obliterated this trip has become pointless. My
NYE and
NY plan has been disheartening as well, my phone has been confiscated (for those wondering why I have not responded or those still awaiting my reply) and to add on top of that, I have not done any school related work. It has already been a rough kick into the new year, regardless it shouldn't change the attitude I have intended for this year.
Inescapable as it appears, it has almost developed into a habit to include a section about
him if not emotions in most blogs I write.
So I start off with what was acknoledged in
2008 and that, he is
my past. Its been se7en months since the breakup and one entire month with
out communication of any sort and I still can't keep
him out of my mind on a daily basis.
See, I even had this urge that I coulnd't fight off to order Brain Freeze with Sago (his favourite drink) when I walk into Tea Fusion, so time after time when I enter that place I order it, even when I don't feel like it, so the other night, I ended up getting a drink from Tea Fusion and another one at Utopia. Anyways I'm planning to end this ridiculous obsession with him soon, I don't have much of a plan, I'm just gonna speak it as it is and see how it turns out. Worst comes to worst I'll be in this same state... better, I'd be cured.
Anyways, thought I'd share my...
New Year Resolution FOR 2009
• Academically this should be achieved:
- SORII: 85%+
- English ExtI: 75%+
- Mathematic II: 80%+
- Business Studies: 84%+
- Economics: 73%+
• Show more affection and love to the ones I love
• Be more appreciative and positive
• Get my P's
• Cooties til 27th April `09
• Honesty (Knowledge is pain and thats why it hurts to know, but this is where honesty comes in, I shall be honest even if it hurts)
• Keep this blog updated on a more regular basis
Nothing is as it seems, so for the people who are currently experiencing a bad kick off into the new year, hold tight because the ride for 2009 has only just begun and in most cases, like the roller-coaster, the ride ususally starts at the bottom.
Enough, this blog is so stiff and serious, so here's just something for you blog readers to watch!
Jizz in My Pants, check it. Crack up & it has a really catchy tune too.
Happy New Year loves!
Evening blog readers,
Cynthia
xoxo
